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Name: Ophelia Malkavian

Location: Argentina

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Ich will betend vor dich treten
Bin gekreuzigt am Pfahl der Liebe
Christi Blut in meinen Tränen
Sieh' mich bitten, Oh, hör' mein Flehen
Voller Liebe dich zu erleben
Vertrauensvoll mich dir ganz ergeben
Dieses Herz dir zu Füßen legen
Mein kleines Herz, willst du es nehmen?
Sei mein Engel - sei meine Sünde
Sei meine Sonne - sei meine Sucht
Sei meine Muse - sei meine Lust
In dir verweilen - in dir verharren
Lieb mich - halt mich - für immer führ mich
In deine Welt - führ mich in dein Reich
In deine Aura, in deinen Geist
In deine Seele, in dein Fleisch
Schenk mir nunmehr deine Schmerzen
Lass uns teilen unser Leid
Lass uns teilen unsere Freuden
Sei mein Teil - Ich liebe dich

Blog

4 - jun - 2022

I was in the living room at home, but in the middle of it was the bed.
My bedroom (in the back) was exactly like when it belonged to my uncles: the old wooden shutter completely up, and the outside door wide open. (It’s one of those dreams where I have everything open in my room, and it annoys me not having privacy.)
There were people outside (family).

I was under the archway of the living room, and there was a guy (I don’t know who he was), but he kept getting closer to me. I kept moving from one spot to another, walking past him on purpose.
I was angry that he wasn’t touching me.

When he finally does, I see in the distance (through the window of my room, which was visible), that something comes out of my aunt’s house. It was tall (about 2 meters), skeletal, just skin, with no face, nothing (similar to "Bichi").

It was heading quickly in my direction.
The guy was no longer there.
I hide behind the curtain.
The "thing" approaches quickly, walking tilted to the side, as if its head was too heavy. It leans in, whispers something I can’t understand, and then I don’t see it anymore.

I don’t remember anything else.

16 - may - 2021

I was in a weird apartment. I was running away from something, not sure if it was "things" or people, but I always left behind a baby doll.
"It’s going to get mad," I thought.
"Nah, it’s just a doll," I also thought.

At one point, I was washing that baby doll in the kitchen sink, and it stabbed me with something like a screwdriver on the side of my neck.
I was calm, but I was starting to have trouble breathing. My eyes filled with blood. Everything was blurry.
I tried to grab a small nail scissors to stab the baby doll, but I couldn’t find it.

I woke up, lying on my back, with the part of my neck that had been stabbed by the baby completely numb.